It doesn’t get better, you just feel a little bit stupider


Not much is expected to be accomplished in 21 days after all. The false sense of peace and the lull from the pain are pointless plateaus. Whatever are those for? Breaks to give space to energize, I suppose. Now I have gathered plenty of strength to cry at will because of a picture, a text, a promise that will now never be fulfilled. A single memory can evoke laughter and then tears in a span of a few minutes, and I feel weary, numb, and yes, just a little bit stupider.

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2 thoughts on “It doesn’t get better, you just feel a little bit stupider

  1. Wait til the 40th day!!! It will be a roller coaster of emotions for sure!

    On the bright side, at least one promise was fulfilled šŸ™‚

  2. You’re making me more and more anxious for the 40th. I will try to concentrate on laughing at the singing Ed.

    On the bright side, I ate half the cake all by my self. Had to eat the ‘hun’ part first so as not to explain things to my mother šŸ˜›

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